Thursday, July 15, 2021

Dream

 I am in a city of sorts, surrounded by gargantuan mountain peaks. There is a building hewn of sparkling white stone  rising skyward, and a rushing river rushing from the base of the building toward a waterfall. This is surrounded by many trees and a park-like area. I’m in a boat with a woman whom I know well in the dream, but who I don’t know in waking life and we’re talking, marveling at the beauty of the surroundings. The scene is stunning. We watch the sun set behind the mountain peaks. Everything in this place shines with some kind of internal light. Not like things glow, exactly, just that they are so vividly alive that one can see and feel it intensely. The boat, it seems, should be pulled by the current toward the waterfall, as it seems there is no means of propulsion, yet it doesn’t react to the current. It goes where we wish for it to without any external effort. I ask how this is possible and my companion says she doesn’t know and that it is rather fantastic. Later, on the shore I’m walking and talking with a man who is my father. Not in this life, but in the dream that’s just who he is and we’re in that park-like area by the river. Through the trees one can catch glimpses of other structures, but where we are it’s trees and grass and really lovely gardens filled with all kinds of blooming things. 

This is a type of dream that is lately common. I am in places I don’t recognize speaking with people whom I don’t know from waking life, but who I am quite familiar with in the context of the dream. What is discussed I can never really remember upon awakening, and yet I know that they were giving me information about things deemed important by all involved, including myself. But when I wake up I am left only with the memory that I was told important things. I have a sense that remembering these things is something that will be a process and that I’m not supposed to fret about it particularly. 


Tuesday, July 13, 2021

Invokation of Rain


 


Deep blue Pacific 

Roiling waters crashing surf

Swell cirrus skyward 

Fire and rain to mingle 

On the terrestrial plane 

Tame furious flame



Monday, September 21, 2020

Dream Record

 In the dream I see the underground world. These are not caves. They are palaces, vast, spacious. Light from fiber-optic-fed fixtures provide daytime and then dimmer ones make the stars at night. Its skies are high enough to make the illusion work. It can even rain and snow in the "outdoor" areas. There are trees, and all manner of plants. Purified air is provided by turbines and filters. Drones deliver luxury goods and gourmet meals to grand apartments and villas where the elites will soon retire to a grand party to wait out armageddon, which they are creating. 

They will never leave this false reality which they have created. It's a trap of the archons and they will not emerge, but will be entombed where they descend, to a lower level of materiality. Those whom they have "abandoned" on the surface will soon, those who remain, reclaim the whole of the earth and it shall become a new golden age. 

This is a cycle. Phoenix. What has no positive contribution to the future will be lost. We have paradise within reach. This is the message of the dream. 

It has much to do with the fact that dreaming has re-emerged in my brain for the first time in years. Dreams are back. This is an omen of great import. 

Sunday, March 1, 2020

via GIPHY

This Double Grief

Must somehow brighten me,
for it contains so much of my soul.
Years and years, burning.
Committing and relenting,
so much to memory. Of me.
Years and years burning.

Saturday, February 29, 2020

Waking the Dreamer

Beauty self-transcendent
Extravagance immaterial--(2012)
in the imaginal realm.


Friday, October 25, 2019

unwavering

my love sleeps open-eyed at me
such is the unblinkingness of his adoration