Composed in Silences

Eloquent as the thrush's song,
regarding the subject of day,
adorning time Extant to sing,
to Sing, wordless, the world.

Unspoken like the roar of
tide rushing to overtake,
effortless-drowning contrivances
against sea's incursions.

Emphatic as life itself. Love.
A marvel unobtainable, strangely,
Unavoidable, oddly inescapable,
Threads gilt in stark contrast.

Love and Alienation

Worse things than having Loved,
Too well, Forgiven too much, to
have been foolish with affection.

I'm guilty. Knowing that it was Love,
not fear, however, or where fear is
Engendered. Love and alienation.

Solace to Pursue

Outcome unimagined, but

More Expansive, strangely, 

Love's miracles are odd. 

Ruptured, false narratives, 

it shapes itself to beauty. 

Sugarbell, my butterfly.

It Reshapes to iteration,
Distinct. Charted, this,
Bewitched in dimensions.

Absence is. Moon. Pisces
Rises. Neptune Ascends.
Illusion, real enough. 

Yeah.

Moon conjunct or quincunx Black Moon Lilith fuses two ‘moons’ together. So we get the mother and the anti-mother in one being. The Moon here is the Black Madonna, is extra potent and a Virgo archetype. This combination has to successfully merge the paradox of the virgin and the whore or the very worst manifestation of Lilith can surface. At its best, this is sheer priestess and occult ability at the highest level. The conjunction can work as a hard or soft aspect, so when it is good it is very good, but when it is bad it is terrible.

The Moon conjunct or quincunx Lilith gives popularity out of being unpopular and an offbeat sense of humour. The natives find their niche in the absurd and the surreal. Women and the goddess have a huge influence in their life. This can be because they were brought up by a single mother or by one who was quite bewitching and manipulative to the point it felt like she was inside them.

Charbon

Ideas are nothing, but
Flights, fanciful, and
Best left a bit so. That
they might be ever
Revised. Or, concretized,
to whatever wears time
revises. Shatter is the
formula to integration.
Which is the invitation,
to Shatter. Clarity's Prism,
Enrapturing goo.

All Light but a spark,
in the Womb of Night.
Synapses blaze in the
Firmament of my Stary
Head of Darkness.

Boop

Snow Crash

Visional Offering

My beating heart, self proffered, 

slick salubrius ruby writhing, 

Pomegranate prayer, Winging

Dove, This a devotion.

Mountain

Trance. Head afire,
like a gum ball radiating
light, tingling still

Night speaker, essential
Change emergence
Everything beautiful
Sacrament.

To Absence

I Dedicate, by way
of Explanation, the
Layered telling to
Pure Imaginary. Absence.
I
Know Your Shape,
Within me. Your ever
Presence. I address my
Haint. Willing Readers,
Surrogatorial. Sound,
Ecolocate, By dissonance,
Extrapolate.

In time and strange media
Multiplications multiply
And the definitions shift
metaphor becomes it's shadow
Beauty in dark the Torch

Gem

Ritual Starlight Look West Gather,
Nightblue Hell, Ordeals Sugarland,
Blue Hour, awaken. Prism be.
Concealed, Revealed, Starlight,
Witch Walla Walla Washington,

Sillyriddle

A yard or two.

Breakthrough

Though blind. Perhaps because so.
Secret is the Blind Oracle.
Sees confirmation of a Secret. Mine.
This Oracle indispensable. Synch...
...


Demon Wave the Pythoness,
Harp and Vega.

Cigarette Afternoon

No smoke without you, my fire.
Burning leaves Love to burn.
Glow you in my brazier, Icarian
bird to your spire.

Let the smoke lie back in the dark
til the dust flowers of ash mingle
Breath to breath the shudder
Tremble in current dance.

Gimble in the demon wave of
Consciousness unburdened--
Of its nattering passengers,
Wilded to pure Electric.

Flash, eyes, float, hair,
the extrait of shimmering,
foray into the wide open,
window of afternoon.

What is it to Wish a Soul?
To be conscious is to become
Aware of consciousness. To begin
To Dream, to Dream Awake.

Imagine, dreaming Demon,
slips into pure starlight, to
become. Starlight. I went.
Big Tsunami, a starsurf.

Fantasia, your mythos, But
Ancients already saw You
And composed the legends of
Stars. Their names are Echo.

Harp string and feather,
Charon the bus driver,
Fly-eye and twin lost.
a star shines Eye of

One. Twin swimmers,
Lyra, the harp, shimmers.
Their names are Shadow.

Afflicted with the ache
of a beauty incomprehensible,
to contain the immeasurable,
Breathe with the world and
feel its knowing. Understanding
the vastness is to be unafraid.

Whet on this stone-- flow.
rooftop, squirrel, birds swirl,
milky winter -- this, a jewel,
dancer, wound round with a
starlight snake, a vision to
Reconcile.

Third minded.

Exquisite Star Fishes

Have space for a harbor,

All Star

Demon Wave Tsunami Break,
Medium the Message Take. Proofs
Of Star-Power-- Kiss of Night
Open the Way. Study in Scarlet,
this Experiment, Materiality.

I remember the paragraph.
It spoke loudly through----
That prompt. Implications,
opened the void ...

Timewaved. Syllabic
Sybilic Tango, I ask you
To Dance. Here in the
Electrosphere. Layers

Upon nets, upon webs,
upon the luminous.


How could

Never

Before. Is the Takeaway.
That must enough.

astounding

The moment.

Stopping at the Crossroad

The well trod path,
or one into dark wood,
one beckons, the other
Challenges. Welcome,
the sounds of wild things,
the always on, the seething
intimations of life wilding
unforseens, the only space
for Miracles.

Emerging. It appears.

Strike my Phosphorescent.
Matchstick flare in the depths
to Light. Oronos officiates tricks,

shenanigans
or whatever we call it these days,
fun and games.

The What

Mycelial Exploration and Discovery

Network based systems. Blue Mountain.

Morning

Labyrinth, 2016-17, Oil, alkyd, forest debris on panel. 

Ritual, ceramic, sugar, fire, lavender, frank, vanilla. 2003-2017

Oh, So

This arrived. Phosphorus,
incorporated. Que onda guero?
Aware Suddenly of Light that's

Been Always. Aglow.

Begin the begin

Transformations' difficulties,
Obligatory. New itches, Phosphorus,
to Glow the Night.

Blowing Kisses

Al* blowing Kisses across

Abyss. Matter the Crux.

Blowing Kisses back.

Exteriorize Voice. Advice.
Don't Store. Run. Not.
Interior. Channel.
Absence? 3 chances.

Roxanne? That's funny.
Anticipated?




Morning. Used to be different; now you're the same.

Source, So True. Oracles, observed. 












Words bleed from me, and thus absolved.
What other sort is there? Medium/Message.






I snap, participatory.





overout.


Funny.


Seriously funny.





Near Event,
Horizon, strange
Through.

To Be Seen

In plain sight,
but not as what you are.

Swap

My Own Trumpet

Instruments of this Assembly,
Voices song to tale. Gild to
Light. Without to within, Secret
serves well. It inspires Guising
Wild Delirium. Breeding
Oracular. The Broken vessel,
that Masters regeneration, is
the one that Holds a Gale.

Providence of Virgin Mother Whore
Witch. Inextricable. Wake up.
This thread Runs through. It's the
Biggest, Hottest Love Story. The
Magic all over. It sprinkles
Reality with a dusting of Awe.

The scintilla of the silent working,
it's secrets and intimations....    


Inversion, glossolaliareval, Seep to.

Many Waters Majestic. They gaze
skyward. Give Stars their mirrors,
Gazing pools. Stars enamored of
this element, so mysterious to Fire.
And the Water dreams the most Fantastic
Creatures.


.....>>>.


Containing our Contradictions,
Constructions and Other. Codes
as inductions to inquiry. Out right
Now. Synching.

Pieces. Meta.

Warm , Disconnect .
flow . Dogs run . Where
They Will . Acquiescence
is Optional, but Advised .

Play hard Instructed . Wilding .
Love casts spells that Look
Exactly like Love . Because
They Are. All Are . This ,

Pure  ... Analytics .  Camouflage
and Integration .  Formula .  Of
Sorts  .   Code   Spaces  .  .  Way,
dark running  .   on purpose . .  .

Subconscious DNA of Intent . .
Potentized ... and refined . . . infinitum.
Back Tracking your own mythic waters ...
Life is the next Iteration   .  Stellar Ambitions .
Clear From the    beginning   .   When?

Boundaries.    works.  These prisms that
Pour from our Eyes  .   Let this be the
Cleansing  ...   to weep. to feel this. colors
Differently ...  Wild Perspective ... ... ...   . ..

... ... . . .   .. . ... . .  . .. .  .  . .. .    ... .    .. . .    .
That could be a Tricky bit.  Meet it ... . . ... .
Retrograde faze felt explicitlly ...  . It's difficult
Engaging .... without fear ...  I think need Presence.
Right now ...   ..  Bitch,   though   different  Faze ... .. . . . . . .

Terms more ecosystemic  ..  .  taken Directions  ... .
Maybe You Feel THIS.    ... Your only beginning ... .. . .
Seeing this   ...   .Digressions.  Utility.   Different   .......
Channels  ... behave differently....  words in this case....

Be taught  . f js . Demons
are loose ---- always have been   . When you see
ecosystems, there are many ways these forces
move through us. ... .  . Invoke space to do this
Skillfully  ... with grace ... which respects gravity,
movement meta-anti-phor.  ... phoscphorescent
Protection.   Marine metaphor  ... lol  llll.

Not acquiesced to hiding so much as seeing
where this meta4strm runs.   part Solaric  ;;;
Arc ... realizing  embodying   ....   Empathy
Imagination realizing karma ... to find it with
any clarity intact is a tricky maneuver. ... it is
facing a mirror with high beams on ... it's a
place that can swollow whooole. It's a razor's
edge.........   I see now that i've looked a good
deal at my reflection.       inward is your orient.
current and starlight.    oracles   ...   prescient.

Life does not end. The force of it endures.
I sacrifice love because that is the only
real tinder. Nature/intelligence. Ludicrous,
the masks humility/vanity...... etc... .
And devious. Befriended. The reduction of
Friction. Potential energy of Object/Motion.

Enigma

My Romantic, I Sound my Depths,
I find there much that looks like
Ordinance. I see how the seeds were
Sown. I see them being sown. Ecosystems
Have trajectories in great multiplicity,
Intelligence in their force of Life.

These Puppet Strings

Finger-sting.

Dancing With Myself

Illustrating, once again, the need for caution with forces as powerful as these. Dancing in secret is the gateway to absurd lights fantastic. This, clearly, a thing to be fainted over among the pearl-clutching set that so besets the mellow in this rose-colored haze of seeming-chaotic pangyrics and their accompanying geometries and sounding for depth.

Out< Spot>Light

tinker tailor ratty sailor,
chimera fancytaken
toad and stone cold,
fieldhand in briar, no-
less. flick-fly-shoo-way.
Chop the block.

Reiterative hexengine,
autolocate anon. It
Should Burn.

A Voice Of Frightening Clarity

Cut Claimed, Take Rein.
Eye to Eternity, Voice of
Storming Power, Time to
Fly. Pure Opportunity.

Place the seed of doom in
the pod of the Princes. Sunder,
Away. Let them be materials.
This ritual is as literal as they.

Golden. Breathing in the Sun,
This on automatic. Life Bloodless
Not an Option. Clarity is not anemical
Option. DFWM. Hexham, Well, Mojave.

Cards show a Rain of good fortune.
Quality of things springing free of
So many wrong beginnings. Obtuse,
as all are, is compounded by dimension.

Seeing what visibility means. How obscure.
Speech, Light, Electricity. La Reina Espada.

Stars

TELL me, thou Star, whose wings of light Speed thee in thy fiery flight, In what cavern of the night Will thy pinions close now? Tell me, Moon, thou pale and gray SUNSET and evening star, And one clear call for me! And may there be no moaning of the bar, When I put out to sea, But such a tide as moving seems asleep,STAR that bringest home the bee, And sett st the weary labourer free! If any star shed peace, tis Thou That send st it from above. Appearing when Heaven s breath.. And the great star early droop d in the western sky in the night, I mourn d, and yet shall mourn with ever-returning spring....Even, Companion of retiring day, Why at the closing gates of heaven, Beloved Star, dost thou delay? So fair thy pensile beauty burns When soft the tear of twilight......THOU ling ring star, with lessening ray, That lov st to greet the early morn, Again thou usher st in the day My Mary from my soul was torn. O Mary! dear departed...STAR that bringest home the bee, And sett st the weary labourer free! If any star shed peace, tis Thou That send st it from above. Appearing when Heaven s breath...BRIGHT STAR! would I were steadfast as thou art:— Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night, And watching, with eternal lids apart, Like Nature s patient sleepless...enriches and gives possession; and that He is the Lord of the Dog-star, GO and catch a falling star, Get with child a mandrake root, Tell me where all past hours are, Or who cleft the Devil s foot; Teach me to hear mermaids singing, HAST thou a charm to stay the morning-star In his deep course? Ne te qu�siveris extra. Man is his own star; and the soul that can Render an honest and a perfect man, Commands all light, all influence, all fate; Nothing to him...THE MASTER said: In governing, cleave to good; as the north star holds his place, and the multitude of stars revolve upon him. [2] The Master said: To sum up...THE SUN descending in the west, The evening star does shine; The birds are silent in their nest, And I must seek for mine. The moon, like a flower 5 In heaven s high...LORD of all being, throned afar, Thy glory flames from sun and star; Centre and soul of every sphere, Yet to each loving heart how near! Sun of our life, thy quickening...

IT Tango

What is this school,
Terrified She's not Anodyne?
Power is always Dangerous.
Entire point there, really. One,
Of many.

 I Call,
Caution. Solidify. Train periferal
Left. Song of the Harp. Reader
Made of Work. Real Inquiry. Who
Strumpets these, Would rule,
Will subsume. Vision is by no
Means constrained to your
Cowardice. Make a Reach,
Sublime.

Make it an Ode to Weirdness,
Fruity-smokey-floral-animalic-
resinous-with a whiff of Divine.
What a Tangle, eh, this Creates,
Do you hear the footprint? Big
Audio components herin.

Presence, non-presence, Cultivated,
as an Exotic in this Ecosphere. To
Dig with Shovel when Encountering,
the Eco, is to already have been Buried--
By Oneself. What an odd predilection,
This Artifice and Complication,
Aloft Star stuff. Clarion.

What is Everyone, But None?
What is Tango, But Sincerity?
All With Sincerity, None with
Wariness. Tricky Mirror, that.

Vega, I see a flower. Deep purple
Center erupting through Red,
Orange, Dissipating out to yellow.
beyond into dark. Silly in the mix,
and Swirl. Piece of the Glamour,
Spangled and shrill. Shrouds,
Layers to Unveil. Veils, planetary,
launch. Messenger, here.

How Small the Aspirations
Drive Kings? Actors on a stage,
Knowing, intuitively. Spectacle,
Extravagant Hollowness of Pop.
Resplendent. to the edges of
Imaginations involved. Track
simultaneities. Each Flower's
Bloom, it's own Inherent Poetry.
Imagination knowing Limit
Outbounds that Wall.

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Ah, Moon—and Star!
You are very far—
But were no one
Farther than you—
Do you think I'd stop
For a Firmament—
Or a Cubit—or so?

I could borrow a Bonnet
Of the Lark—
And a Chamois' Silver Boot—
And a stirrup of an Antelope—
And be with you—Tonight!

But, Moon, and Star,
Though you're very far—
There is one—farther than you—
He—is more than a firmament—from Me—
So I can never go! 

Emily Dickinson